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tonight will eventually mean nothing

by Neurotics

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1.
Ghost In Utero 05:58
lyrics
tonight will eventually mean nothing and i at least hope i can make it to hell in time for Halloween because all I'll ever be is just a ghost in utero i thought i could maybe get better for you but it's too late now because you'll find someone new soon just like i always knew you would it's a self-fulfilling prophecy i push people away and then i surprised when they leave me my ears are filled with your blood my mouth is filled with dog blood i failed as a girlfriend so now i just have to try to be the best ghost i can and as weird as it is to say, i still haven't considered you my ex.
2.
Hang Yrself, Sars (This Shtick Is Getting Old) 02:13
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lying flat on my back on the street waiting for a car to crush my stupid skull why am i waiting a year for shit to get worse or just to watch you disappear? all the songs i wrote for you were flawed and pointless 'cause now you're kissing lips to the greatest hits of your father's favorite disappointing bands
3.
I Will Split The Atom! 01:36
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marcus, let me in i promise i won't let myself spiral again at least not for the next few days human zoo affairs set on fire by the fifth extra problem of loose skin and my mouth is filled with dog blood kiss, kiss and tell i know you so well so let's go home tonight.
4.
"Ashley's right, you know." 02:40
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"constant faces, embarrassing excuses. that person watching you isn't happy with you, and if she ever really cared, then she'll call you. sarah, pick out the nicest rope you see. it's not just for you, but for me. it's hard to remember how i got here, but i'm not glad i'm here with you. you're an embarrassment to your friends and to everyone with a soul. and she had to lie and say you were a good person. how embarrassing is that? to be lied to by a friend, like you're nothing because you are."
5.
Shadows Is A Cliche Name (Demo) 01:56
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"you're a nightmare, you know. always so terrible at letting go. do you think she's waiting on you? because she isn't. she's moving on, so why don't you try that too? is it too hard for you? jake said 'life gets better when you're not around.' i'm glad dad isn't around to see what a disappointment you've become at the 'most important years of your life'. you should overdose today, sell your shit on ebay, call her once and maybe refrain from sounding like such a fucking lost case. wish all friendly thoughts away. stop taking your meds and put a pin in your brain. slip into the shadows, but shadows is such a cliche name."

about

could be considered part two of "i hate these trophies." but idk it doesn't really have a story lol.

the pictures are both from the same night though. that's why i consider them connected.

credits

released October 31, 2021

everything recorded/written by sarah.

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