1. |
therapy?
04:29
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stop falling in love if you can't make it work
it was stupid of me to think that it was real this time
red dresses and relaxation
spiking my drink on the worst occasion of my life
jesus christ, will you just turn off the fucking light so i can down this pill bottle before the night ends
no late goodbyes to all my friends
it's a good thing my stomach hurts
it's a good thing that i'm dead this time around
YOU CAN'T CARRY MY WEIGHT TOO
and i still love you
scrapped voice message:
(uh, hey, char! i know it hasn't really been a while but. uh.... this isn't a good idea.)
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2. |
tumor.
01:18
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i am just a tumor
just a thing that grew into your life
and took all of the joy you had
and wasted all of your time
i am just a bleeder
just a silly set of holes to be cut open and examined
by a coroner when i am dead
ashley said i was different
thanks for telling a convincing lie
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3. |
forgettable.
02:22
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"all you are is just a little attention whore. smile, wave, and take those push pins out of your shoulder before she sees the type of person you can be behind closed doors. all you are is just a slut for someone to say 'everything is maybe probably going to be okay' but everybody's busy with everything else so why don't you try to get over yourself for a change? fuck you, sarah. i'm ashamed to be your conscience."
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4. |
dress.
01:27
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"connor. connor, right? sorry, my hearing's fucked. um, what do you think of the band claiborne days?"
"i don't listen to them."
"good. what do you think of the band tramp stamps?"
"i don't listen to them either."
"good. thank you so muc-"
why can't i want to get better for her?
is it because i know her "love" for me can disappear at any second?
she wants to get better for herself
so she's automatically more noble than me
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5. |
pop song?
05:41
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i have the whole weekend to think about my friends
but mondays and tuesdays are taken up by an
excessive impulse to go up to her and say "i can be a little bit less neurotic for you"
acetaminophen on my bed as always
I'll throw up on the carpet and go along with my day like nothing ever happened last night
this is just another song filled with tired themes and bullshit dreams
and hugs in the hallway inbetween classes that will never happen to me again
you say "i don't know"
i say "goodbye"
and then we never call again
if it's all the same, i'd like to confront this face to face
i'll be with you the whole way
damn me and my inability to shut the fuck up and be content with withering away
(sarah! um, say hi to sarah, guys! don't spoil the surprise! so um...)
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Neurotics California
dead monument
2019 - 2021
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